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Moral conversion - 01

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Although now popular and successful as a professor in the imperial city of Milan, Augustine at the age of thirty-two years continued to experience personal turmoil.
 
Hearing that the Bishop of Milan, Ambrose, was a great orator, Augustine attended his sermons out of curiosity.

He was interested in the style, and not in the content.

A conversion of his mind slowly took place as Ambrose led him to an understanding of the Gospels.

He began to attend church regularly, but was not yet thoroughly convinced.
 
He said he wanted to be as certain of these things as he was that seven plus three equals ten. (Confessions 6:4)
 
Augustine is now coming to accept Christianity intellectually, but as yet he is unable to lay aside his worldly aspects that were incompatible with Christianity. He decides to consult Simplicianus, Ambrose’s teacher. Simplicianus congratulates him for studying the books of the Platonists and tells him the story of Victorinus (and what is now termed Neo-Platonism).

Victorinus was a distinguished rhetor in Rome, and for most of his life he was a vocal defender of paganism. In his old age, he accepted Christianity, but he was afraid to attend church or be baptized. Finally, he decided to be publicly baptized. Augustine observed that things lost are dearer when found again, and that the conversion of those who were previously opponents of the faith sets a great example for others.

Augustine's greatest conversion is about to happen. This was the conversion of his heart, when God penetrates the very self.

For Augustine it happened in an unusual way.

Another North African, Pontitianus, visited Augustine and told him things which he had not previously heard about life in Christian community and the wonderful conquests over self which had been won under through it.
 
He saw that those without education were entering the kingdom of heaven, while he with all his learning was still held captive by the flesh. This offended his pride.
 
When Pontitianus had gone, Augustine spoke a few vehement words to Alypius, his friend and companion. He then went hastily with Alypius into the garden to consider this new problem.
 
Overcome by his conflicting emotions, Augustine moved away from Alypius. He threw himself down under a fig tree, and tears came to his eyes.
 
Then Augustine was jolted, like Saint Paul on the road to Damascus, into another reality. There followed the scene that has so often been described.

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